This is starting to get old....

I have now figured out the waking up in the middle of the night (as much as I'd like to blame Chris) is from the Xeloda, it's a side effect. I might try some melatonin on Monday night. At least we have Netflix, tons of shows to keep me occupied.  I talk to the XRT nurse yesterday about my bladder issues, she said if I start having burning or pain with peeing to pick up some Azo (it's over the counter stuff for UTI) to hold me til I see Dr. S on Tuesday. I couldn't get my labs off the computer but Dianna told me they were all normal. I picked up my swish and swallow yesterday, it has lidocaine, hydrocortisone, and nystatin, IT IS NASTY!! It makes my whole mouth numb, so that might be for when my mouth really hurts, because most of the time I don't even notice it. Those who know me really well know that I hate asking for help. It's not that I believe asking for help is weakness or anything like that, I just hate to inconvenience people. I mean, how many people say "Call if you need anything", George Carlin has a whole skit on it you should really look it up for a good laugh. RIP George. Another thing is I hate asking for help now only 2 weeks into treatment because it's only going to get way worse. Anyways, I'm still not asking for help now, but you know. lol. I don't know what I am asking for, I would just be rambling cause I was awake at 4 this morning. Shout out to what will hopefully one day be my sister in law Jessica, she is making me her wonderful lasagna so I don't have to cook one day this week! Whoop whoop. I'm so glad it's a 3 day weekend so Chris is on cooking duty for 3 days! Talk to Yall later!